Visionary Fantasy

Tribute to Liana Afiera Malik

2011-12-03T23:19:00.004+08:00

Everywhere I go, semua duk citer pasal Ombak Rindu..saya pernah baca novel tersebut..
Tapi kan, tiba-tiba saya rindu dengan YOYO, Tengku Ain Yohanna dan Tengku Ain Yohanni or Yonna Yonni..
dan baru hari ni saya tau yang penulis siri YOYO ini, Liana Afiera Malik telah pon meninggal dunia..patut la dah takde buku2 karya beliau lagi..novel beliau yang paling last, Bukan Putei Lindungan Bulan..
Semoga roh beliau dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan bersama orang2 yg beriman..
Amin..
AL FATIHAH...

Buku-buku beliau yang buat saya tido pukul 3-4 pagi..dan imagine yang indah-indah!

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!

2011-12-02T12:18:00.003+08:00

Ok..I'm 30..
sangat tua kan? dah ada kedut skit kat tepi mata..*insaf*
Lepas ni nak carik produk yang boleh tegangkan kulit..haha!

Semua wishlist saya dah tertunai..
Alhamdulillah..

Semoga kehidupan saya dirahmati oleh Allah dan dimurahkan rezeki..

To my hubby, I love you!
To my son, mummy sayang Aisy!

Satisfaction..guaranteed!

2011-11-23T12:20:00.002+08:00

Yeah..I'm in the "vacuum time freeze zone"!

whatever it means..

Training Day Workshop

2011-11-03T22:43:00.006+08:00

at The Gardens Hotel, Mid Valley.
I was having so much fun and seriously, I don't want it to end.."why do all good things come to an end?" - Nelly Furtado's song keeps playing in my head!

The mentors are very helpful and kind and very supportive especially Emma and Brian!
Brian ni..dah la ensem, ensem plak tu..hahaha!

The workshop helps me build up my confidence level in teaching English..Alhamdulillah.
I don't want to participate this training workshop actually, I felt like it wasting my time..but my BFF said, why not? we challenge ourselves to join the workshop! and we did it!

Ehem..with my favourite mentor, Brian (dan dan la faveret..huh!)

Miss Emma..yang skema..oops! haha!

Ok..this is my first time meeting with our deputy prime minister..bangga!

Makan kat The Spread sangat heaven..sebab sedap! saya makan oyster 5 ekor..hoho!

That's all folks!
toodles!

Nak Wordless Wednesday jugak!

2011-11-02T22:13:00.004+08:00

Tak wordless sangat lah!
Koleksi gambar yang dipendam selama 8+--+ (lebih kurang kurang lebih) bulan..

Addiction..in a good way

2011-11-01T22:13:00.002+08:00

Saya amat addicted dengan blog-blog yang awesome ini.

Blog 1

Blog 2

Sweat! Sweat! Swear!

2011-11-01T17:16:00.007+08:00

Phew!! I was sweating like hell before I wrote/type (?) something in here..I don't know why..maybe because my body is releasing adrenaline?? dan mungkin jugak tebiat! Huuuuuuu it's been a long time..loooooooooooooooooooooooong time..macam long time no see lah..
Aisy Khalish dah setahun sebulan baru ade guts to babble here..sebelum ni semangat saya hilang sebab saya rasa sangat rendah diri sampai lah sekarang..pathetic kan? Hey..there are too much to write, too much to tell. Tak boleh pendam lama-lama, because it will explode macam dalam movie James Bond Daniel Craig yang erghhh gagah!

Ok..first story (daripada 198 cerita yang akan saya taip dalam entry ini *tipu*), is about my only son, eh tak boleh cakap "only" because there will be another son/daughter in the future, Insyaallah..Aisy Khalish is one year old on 11092011 and yes, saya ada buat a simple birthday partay for him. Celebrate the day with my family, relatives and my BFFs (but one of my BFFs couldn't come sebab ada hal penting..sedih..) the partay was fun! saya dan hubby sangat happy even penat giler! My mum, dad and sisters semua ada..complete..itu yang penting.

the pictures!

Da card..I made it myself (jimat!) haha!

Dibo cake from Ila!..because my cutie pie loves to watch Dibo the Gift Dragon..he also likes to watch Mickey Mouse Clubhouse..but Mickey and Dibo tak boleh gabung (merepek)

Simple birthday deco from mummy and papa :)

Cuppies from Nurin! Delicious! Sedap! nyummeh!

"Hello, hello my name's Dibo!"

Birthday boy after the partay..resting sambil minum susu sambil tengok kartun

Us!

Sumpah..I'm still sweating..kenapa??
Haha! biasalah..silly Lead!

Bye! Oh, Mummy sayang Aisy!

Aisy Khalish

2011-03-08T17:04:00.004+08:00

This entry contains loads of pictures.
View at your own risk

1 day old..with papa

With Tokki and Tokma

With Nenek

My favourite blankie (actually this is my mummy's blankie love)

si rambut pacak

In my snuggle wrap

2 months old

Jeling jeling ;)

Si tido nganga

eh eh mana leher?

Khalish is sleeping..

After cukur..he was like, apa yang telah berlaku ni? haha~!

Crying and waiting for me to carry him up

Aguuu...

Mummy and Papa picture favouritas :)

Dear Aisy Khalish (Yang mewah, yang ikhlas)
Everytime we look at you, makes us want to cry..
Your smile, your tiny nose, your twinkle eyes..
You make our day feels so special and blessed..
Thank you Allah, for the greatest gift you gave..

Mummy and Papa are very proud with your name. It is very meaningful and tremendously wonderful.
We hope you willl be an obedient son, soleh and kind-hearted person.
We love you no matter what...

Lots of love,
Mummy and Papa

..A new Me..

2011-02-12T22:25:00.005+08:00

I thought I'd never be here in my blog again *long sigh*
So much to tell, to write, to babble..

Welcoming myself here :)

My everything (smiling)

My lil angel

2010-10-28T14:05:00.004+08:00

AISY KHALISH B. MUHAMMAD ADHA

(I'll upload more pics...promise~! )

SALAM AIDILFITRI 2010

2010-09-07T06:01:00.004+08:00

I'm ready...(gulp)

2010-08-23T14:27:00.003+08:00

Ready to push..err..ready ke?
Right now I'm 36 weeks, which is 9 months la kan..
Huuuu....happy, excited, scary, horror, sad...all at the same time..
Happy and excited..because saya tak sabar nak lihat wajah baby saya yang dah lama saya tunggu..
Scary and horror..bila pikirkan keadaan dalam labour room nanti...argghhh sumpah scary~!!
Sedih..sebab perut saya akan kosong lepas tu..takde lagi love kicks, takde lagi rasa senak2, no more pain..huuuu~!!

Mummy and baby stuff..kalau boleh nak tambah lagi satu bag..haha~!!

After this, blog saya akan ditinggalkan for about two months kot..kalau saya rajin, I'll update and put my baby's pic banyak2..hehe~!! (kalau saya rajin)
Doakan yang baik-baik untuk saya dan baby..
This is my first time, so memang nervous memanjang..
Kadang2 pikir yang bukan2..
Kalau rasa sakit perut sikit da panic..
Like yesterday saya pegi mid valley and lepak kat MPH..suddenly, saya rasa sakit perut yang amat2 sakit..tapi sekejap je and then ok balik..Time tu muka saya da pucat..hehe~! memang panic..

Mimpi pon banyak sangat yang tak masuk akal..
Pelik2..
Kadang2 bangun tidur je boleh berpeluh2, kadang2 rasa cam nak nangis..
Entah..Hopefully everything will be just fine...

36 weeks = 9 months

Our lil house on the prairie

2010-07-29T14:56:00.009+08:00

Owh ok..tak tak...bukan on the prairie..saje je berangan.
Da lama nak publish entry ni tapi asyik delayed je..
First, syukur sangat kepada-Nya..
Segala rezeki yang Dia bagi..this lil house and our precious baby..
SYUKUR.

Actually, our lil house akan siap sepenuhnya on June next year, InsyaAllah..
Mummy, Daddy and baby da tak sabar nak duduk rumah tu..
Rumah tu more comfortable for us..
Bukanlah rumah sekarang tak selesa tapi...semua orang inginkan rumah sendiri kan?
Rumah sendiri lebih indah, lebih best, lebih kasih sayang...haha~!!

Uuuuuhhhh tak sabar~! :)

My lil angel's properties

2010-07-27T20:44:00.008+08:00

Comelssss la baby stuff ni kan?
Their clothes, toys, towels, bottles and even the nail clipper is so cute to the max~!!
Well...inilah barang2 for my lil angel..
Saya beli pon tak banyak coz my mum pesan jangan beli banyak2 sangat coz baby cepat besar..hehe~!!
Dan ini pon saya rasa tak cukup lagi ler...

My lil angel's mittens and booties..anakku ade, paddington bear ade, mothercare ade, pumpkin patch ade..bla bla...

My lil angel's shoes..all from baby patch

My lil angel's hats

My lil angel's bibs..mummy and daddy love these~!!

My lil angel's towel, towel with hood, swaddle, barut and face towels

My lil angel's blankets...all from baby patch

My favourite lil jacket...sangat la adorable~!!

My lil angel's baju tidurs...

My lil angel's rompers

My lil angel's pillows and comforters

Huggies and Mamy Poko (beli mamy poko coz pampers dia ade lubang khas utk pusat baby yang belum sembuh, I like~!!), My Kitty book, baby wrist band yang comels and netting

My lil angel's toiletries..J&J tetap di hati..hehe~!! brush, comb and nail clipper

Mummy's stuff?

Owh..kita ikut tajuk ye..tajuk kat atas tu untuk baby je..

Mummy kena ikut turn..

Sekarang semuanya baby dulu..baby comes first..

Kalau dulu Mummy selfish, beli barang2 untuk diri sendiri je..

Sekarang ni, perfume pon mummy hold dulu nak beli tau..

Sebab kalau pegi shopping mall mesti terussss ke baby section je..huuuu~!!!

Sedar2 je shopping mall da nak tutup...haru je..

Sejuk hati tengok barang2 my lil angel... :)

Scary Me... :(

2010-07-27T11:02:00.004+08:00

Macam mana nak start ni eh?
*blur*

~ Saya selalu mimpi pelik2..sometimes it was too horror, sometimes it was funny..sungguh bizarre~!!

~ My mood..swing satu macam..blergghhhh~!!! five minutes I was happy and ceria but five minutes after that, mulalah saya rasa annoying with everything yang ada di depan mata...bila saya rasa annoying, I will freak out and grumpy and of course, nak marah je...

~ I couldn't sleep well..tak cukup tido I guess..sebab badan saya da mula rasa tak selesa...

~ Saya rasa, morning sickness saya datang kembali menghantui diri saya...mmg scary~!! Rasa loya, nak muntah and sometimes muntah terus..pening2..haih~!!!

Bila pikir2 balik, saya kasihankan baby saya...tapi what should I do? Benda2 ni semua di luar kawalan saya...
Doakan saya baik baik saja ye...
And owhh, I'm 32 weeks now...

Swing Medela...Swing~!!

2010-07-11T21:47:00.008+08:00

Finally...I have my own breastpump~!!
Seronok ok..coz da lama saya nak beli mummy's stuff ni..
Thanx to Mama Q Store
Actually, my plan is to buy the Swing ni kat Mothercare...but the price buatkan saya macam "erkkk...betul ke harga dia ni?"
Then saya google..gigih nak carik Medela Swing yang harga dia murah skit from the retail price la kan..Saya pon terjumpa dengan Mama Q Store ni...Owner dia kan sangat comel orang nya, her name is Sal..Memang murah..
So, if anyone yang berminat nak beli, boleh laa jenguk2 store Sal ni..
Or just click the link ok?

Now I have to think before I buy...haha~!!
Yelah, baby's stuff lagi, mummy's stuff lagi...kena plan budget betul2..rite?
Bila belek2 barang baby kat rumah...pon still rasa macam tak cukup lagi..
I think I need to buy more clothes for my lil angel..
I bought lots of rompers...baju long sleeves ade la dalam sehelai dua..
Teruja sangat beli rompers, baju2 lain da tak hengat nak beli..boleh kan gitu..hehe~!!

My Medela Swing...I can't wait to use it~!!

Oooh Oooh...I changed my blog background...ambik feel...hehe~!!

Presenting.....

2010-07-10T10:32:00.010+08:00

My first anak buah or anak sedara?
Kalau anak adik saya...how meh?
Ohhh saya selalu blur bab2 ni..
But the most important is...he's soooo handsome and adorable~!!!

He is Muhammad Arien Idraqi
Just call him Arien

Arien cayang mummy long kan?
"Cayyyanggggggggggggggg....." ceh~! haha~!

@ the hospital...he's just 2 days old.

After bath...kan saya da cakap mesti mata dia sepet...hehehehe~!!

He sleep all the time..baby mmg tido je eh?

He's now at Terengganu...ikut mama dia pantang sekali..

Miss him a lot..

Seriously, tak sempat nak dukung dia lagi coz masa jumpa Arien kat hospital, he was so weak..

He didn't want to breastfeed..Doctor said it was because of the medication effect, so he will be sleepy all the time..

And time tu mama dia panik giler..bukan mama dia je, mummy long dia pon sebuk nak panik...

So, at that time memang kelam kabut skit..

And lepas balik rumah tu, then teringat.."Eh, tak sempat nak dukung Arien pon"

Huhu~!!

Tapi takpe...nanti kita jumpa ye Arien sayang~!!

Dareen and Oso

2010-06-26T10:28:00.010+08:00

Aaaahhhhh my sweet Dareen...
Now, she is 10 months++..

She loves to watch Special Agent Oso~!!
She loves to giggle..jerit2..chuckles..
she's soooo adorable~!!

Mummy Lead wanna hug you sweetie~!!

Watching Special Agent Oso..citer lain Dareen tak minat..hehe~!!

Baru lepas nangis..Alolo~!!

Rasa nak cubit2 pipi dia..kan?

Us...6 months~!!

2010-06-17T15:57:00.010+08:00

Nah...me with the baby in my tummy...
And with my sweet potato pie...

Ok..saya da gemuk..haha~!

September baby

2010-06-16T20:51:00.003+08:00

'Ayang...bila ayang nak update blog?'
'Malas laa boang...'

haha~! Ok Ok...
This entry is for you my dear...

Let's begin our journey of lurveee iaitu...proses buat baby..hoho~!
Kami memilih Hospital Sultanah Nur Zahirah, Terengganu. Sebabnya, ada Dr Nasir yang sangat2 baik n gentle...and the nurses there sangat lah mesra dan baik hati..staffnurse Ramlah (my neighbour), staffnurse Maznah..err..yang lain2 tu saya bukan lupa tapi tak ingat nama diorang...

This is the place...

So, here...Dr Nasir asked me to proceed my first laparoscopy and dye test..what is that? well...you can read the full articles here

Dan secara ringkasnya,procedure lap and dye test ialah untuk mengetahui samada tiub fallopio kita ni tersumbat ke, terkena jangkitan ke or else..and Alhamdulillah, mine is normal..tapi, proses dia ya Allah...hanya Dia yang maha mengetahui...kalau orang tanya, sakit ke? my answer is yes.

After the lap and dye test, I proceed my first IUI...Ketika itu, fikiran saya sedikit kacau-nervous, takot, happy, positive, negative-all at the same time..dan hasilnya, percubaan pertama IUI saya tidak berjaya. Pada mulanya, saya macam tidak boleh menerima hakikat, tidak boleh menerima qada' dan qadar..I wonder, why me???? Tapi, my hubby and my family always be there for me. They always support me and give me strength to move on with my life..Syukur.

My second IUI was on 23rd December 2009..but before that, proses dia sangat rumit. Luckily, my neighbour is a nurse. Staffnurse Ramlah but I called her Makcik Dah. Makcik Dah banyak sangat membantu saya menghadapi proses ini. Imagine, kena cucuk kat perut every night with the Puregon Pen. Actually, patient kena cucuk sendiri tapi saya sangat takut dengan jarum..nak suruh saya cucuk sendiri?? NO NO NO~!! So, saya mintak tolong dengan Makcik Dah. Ok, back to the story..Ubat dia (untuk masukkan dalam Puregon Pen tu) kena letak dalam peti ais, tak boleh letak ubat tu merata-rata kalau tak, ia tak menjadi...and then kena cucuk lah dekat perut saya, for example, tonite Makcik Dah akan cucuk perut saya di bahagian kanan..tomorrow nite Makcik Dah akan cucuk di bahagian kiri perut saya pulak, gilir2...start cucuk perut from my second day of period until day 15..(I think so, coz saya pon dah lupa). And last, sebelum proceed IUI, saya kena cucuk lagi kat my butt..Untuk orang yang tak takot jarum, I think there is no big deal lah. Tapi untuk orang yang takut jarum macam saya ni...bayangkan macam mana saya lalui injection tu EVERYDAY~!! banyak jugak lah saya bazirkan air mata saya ni... demi baby, mummy harungi jugak..

Well..this is the Puregon Pen..fungsi dia macam syringe and needle..

IUI...Terus terang, saya hadapi proses kali kedua ini dengan sangat relax and chill je..Saya da cakap dengan diri sendiri, kalau tak menjadi jugak..I'll take a long long rest n try again..saya cuba menjadi seorang yang positif..Saya percaya dengan kuasa-Nya..Kun Fayakun...

2 weeks after IUI, my hubby told me to use the pregnancy test..nak check..This time, macam2 yang ada dalam kepala saya..macam mana kalau negative? and macam mana pulak kalau positive? Macam mana itu? Macam mana ini? malam itu, saya tak tidur walaupun esok kerja..ok tipu, tidur jugak tapi asik terbangun bangun je..tak lena..then tepat jam 5.15 pagi, saya check and saya tengok ade tanda "+" kat pregnancy test itu...I was like, blur..saya tatau itu tandanya positive or negative..Then, my hubby came..Then, dia cakap, tak boleh excited lagi..kita pegi jumpa doctor dulu..dan saya terus siap2 and then pegi kerja...still lagi blur2..tak tentu arah pon ade..hehe~!

After 4 years..can you believe your eyes when you see this?? Alhamdulillah~!!

My dear hubby...
Finally..dengan izin Allah, we will have a baby..InsyaAllah..
I know you are the happiest dad to be on this earth..
I know you've been waiting for so long...
You know what dear, I'll do anything to make you happy..
Saya buat semua ini untuk abang..because I love you so~!!

A new baby is like the beginning of all things - wonder, hope, a dream of possibilities..

Tenggelam timbul..hoho~!

2010-03-28T11:43:00.007+08:00

Oh my...lama nye tak update..
I really want to update but I just lost my time..(?)

Now..saya sedang adjust kan diri dengan bentuk badan yang baru..
It's awkward..for me..
Watching my bellys getting bigger and jadik bulat..
It's amazing..somehow..
Tapi saya macam..blur pon ade...perasaan saya bercampur baur...I can't describe..

Saya kena beli seluar yg loose, yang besar2..
Saya tak boleh pakai jeans da..kalau pakai jugak, my belly rasa senak semacam je..
Dan lepas tu mula lah saya semput..breathless..
Baju pon..kena beli baru jugak..
T-shirt saya yang sedia ada macam da tak muat...especially tang perut..hehe~!!
Kasut/sandal/slippers..semua kena tukar...hoho~!!

And then I said..."Ohh..macam ni rupanya..."
Alhamdulillah....

My sweet Dareen...now dia da tumbuh gigi.. :)

My first ultrasound..

2010-03-01T17:28:00.005+08:00

Alhamdulillah..

I cried watching my baby in me..speechless..

US..updatin

2010-02-21T13:18:00.005+08:00

First, I want to say hello to my "haunted" blog..hehe~!
Aaauuwww I miss my blog~!
I didn't update for quite some time huh..

Status updating...
I'm 10 weeks preggie now and I am a 2 months++ pregger..
I'm having a "great" experience with my morning sickness..huhu~!

Saya asyik ulang alik ke tandas..
Saya selalu rasa nak muntah dan muntah2..
Saya tak boleh bau mihun sup, sup sayur dan semua makanan yang bersup..
Saya selalu emo tak tentu hala..
Saya boleh rasa sebak bila tengok citer komedi/kelakar..(Oh my~!)
Saya selalu pening kepala..tak boleh syampu rambut sebab nanti kepala akan jadi pening..(???)
Saya banyaaaaaaaaaaaak tido..

"Hebat" kan?
Ohhh...don't get me wrong..
I'm not complaining or whining right now..
Orang cakap, itulah keistimewaan wanita mengandung..
And yes I agree..that's the miracle of life..
I'm carrying a lil angel..a lil khalifah in my belly..
I'm not complaining..but I'm happy..
Tak pernah saya merasai kebahagiaan seperti sekarang..
Now I know..Now I know..

Us..two months++ (saya rasa saya agak selekeh..)

Three of us..again..hehe~!

Tata~!!

~A CUTIE MESSAGE~

2010-02-05T16:34:00.001+08:00

Positive...I'm going to be a MUMMY..

2010-01-14T22:53:00.006+08:00

Segala puji bagi Allah..
Allah itu Maha Pengasih, Maha Penyayang, Maha Adil dan Maha Mengasihani hamba-hambaNya..
Syukur saya ke hadrat-Nya..
(I'm speechless..really..(gulp)..)

Finally...after four years of waiting..
I'm pregnant~! (I still couldn't believe I said this..)
I'm happy, nervous, sad, excited..all at the same time..
Sungguh..saya masih lagi tidak percaya..Definitely, this wasn't a dream..
Saya tak mimpi, saya yakin itu..

Terima kasih di atas doa kalian..
Saya pernah berjanji dulu..IF saya preggie..
I'll share this awesome great good news with everybody..
Dan, saya juga mahu kalian doakan saya dan baby sehat sepanjang masa..

And now..I'm 4 weeks and 4 days preggie..
And ader sedikit kesan sampingan ubat IUI saya yang dulu..
Menyebabkan perut saya kembung, muntah dan sesak nafas..
I have to be strong for the baby..I will..

Patutlah..I always felt sleepy and tired..
And then I can sleep all day..
Terasa ada perubahan with my body..
Rupanya saya berisi..(Syukur sangat2..)
And owh..I'm sorry with my 'blended' language..
I guess I am sooooo excited and sometimes I don't even realize what was I typing just now..huhu~!

Oh yes..I'm happy..
ALHAMDULILLAH~!!

I wonder...

2010-01-12T16:45:00.006+08:00

Kenapa saya rasa cepat penat?
Bila penat, of course lepas tu mesti tido nyer..
I can sleep all day..huh~!

I just say...SAYA MALAS..haha~!

and I miss my Dareen..

Especially to Nur Syazwani @ Wani..

2010-01-08T14:52:00.004+08:00

Dear Wani..
Akak nak buat annoucement kat sini..hehe~!!
You know what dear..I couldn't publish my comments to your blog..
I'm sorry dear..
Maklum, akak ngaku akak tak pandai sgt bab2 blog yang canggih manggih cam blog wani..

So dear, sorry k..
And please tell me how to publish my comment to your entry?
But I think akak da ikut step da nak komen..
I keep tryin and tryin but still..tak dapat nak komen..

Hurmm..akak da try bnyk kali tapi still jadik mcm ni jugak..huhu~!

Long lamber (wrong number)

2010-01-06T17:20:00.006+08:00

It's just a pic..heheh~!

Situation A

Caller : Hello, ini syarikat X ke? Bleh saya cakap ngan Encik Q?
Me : Maaf encik, encik salah nombor.
Caller : tut..tut..tut..

Situation B

Caller : Hello ah..Ah Mei? Ah Mei aaa..
Me : Sorry sir. I'm not Ah Mei..I..
Caller : Ah Mei aa?
Me : Sir, I think u've got a wrong number..
Caller : Ah Mei...bla bla bla ( cakap cina, wa talak paham ooo..)
Me : Sir..I don't..
Caller : tut..tut..tut..

Situation C

Caller : (silent)
Me : Hello?
Caller : Hellooo..
Me : yes?
Caller : Eeerr..aahhh..errr
Me : Ye, nak cakap ngan siapa?
Caller : Heheheheee...bleh tau nama? Bleh kenal tak?
Me : Encik, saya rasa encik ni salah nombor.
Caller : Aaahhh sombong! tut..tut..tut...

(I got these calls three days in a row~!!)

Saya cukup annoying with these kind of situations.
Apabila kamu call seseorang and then you realize yang kamu salah nombor, PLEASE APOLOGIZE~!
Sorry..one word is enough~!! apologize before you hung up~!!
Kamu tak terpikir ke mungkin orang yang kamu call tu maybe ngah keje ke, ngah ngadap bos ke, ngah handle meeting penting ke, ngah tido ke..and even worst, ngah berhajat di dalam toilet~!
Argghhhh~!!!

At least, when you apologize, things will be different.
Be responsible to yourself, considering others and the most important thing, again, apologize~!!

Urghhh~!!

Wishlist for January 2010

2010-01-05T18:39:00.006+08:00

Harajuku Lovers perfumes~!!! Oooh so KAWAII~!!
I accidently came across these fragrances..I saw some cute dolls and I stopped.
PERFUMES~!!
Their bottles makes me like, wooaaaa..comelnye bottles dia~!!
Their packaging are also obviously adorable~!!
Ok ok..take a deep breath..fuuuuhhhh~!!

Okay..each bottles represent the different great smells and the scents are truly captivating, designed by the gorgeous Gwen Stefani.

From the right;

Baby: Powdery Musk Notes: Sparking Bergamot, Tiare Flower + Jasmine Petals and Soft White Musk
Music: Delicate Floral Notes: Sparkling Clementine, Sweetpea + Honeysuckle and Creamy Vanilla
G: Modern Gourmand Notes: Fresh Coconut, Jasmine + Magnolia and Sexy Woods
Lil’ Angel: Fruity Floral Notes: Juicy Raspberry, Lush Pear Blossom and Warm Hinoki Woods
Love: Sensuous Floral- Notes: Pink Peonies, Delicate Paperwhites, Rose and Sensuous Musk

Actually, these perfumes da lama kot..
Saya je yang tak perasan..maybe?
Aren't they just cute? My perfect cute collectible perfumes..haha~!

KMac is my imaginary TOTORO

2010-01-01T11:41:00.026+08:00

Eih? It's already 2010?

Ok ok..ATTENTION~!
Saya nak mulakan entry saya kali ni khas untuk anak lelaki kesayangan saya dan hubby..Muhammad Rafael Darwisy bin..

*ok tipu*

Ok ok..this is the real ATTENTION~!
This entry will be ~~fool~~ full and loads of KMac's pics..hehe~!
FYI..KMac is a he..a boy..a male cat..and definitely NOT for sale..haha~!

Actually, my hubby asked me to post a special entry for our adorable KMac..
But sometimes I called him Demuk..sometimes Dumuk..haha~!
So..here goes~!!

When he was a kitten..meow~!

He loves to sit and pose like this..ooohh brother~!

Which one will I choose? Friskies? IAMS? Friskies? IAMS? (konflik kejap)

Go away~! I'm trying to get some sleeeeeepppp..ZzZzZZz

I love to sleep in my parents' car too..hehe~!

My favourite place to lepak..KITCHEN~!

Mummy..where's my pillow?

I used to eat Friskies..hoho~!

Erk..ade taik mata..Oooopppsss~!

Dad..Can I play football?

My other sleeping pose..I know I'm hot, females..hehe~!

KMac loves to watch curtains???

When my mum and dad will take me out? huh~!

Perut saya terlebih sudaaaa..DEMUK~!

Me and hubby love him sooooo much~!!

I know..I know..
Banyak gambar KMac tido and baring..He loves to sleep..nak buat macam mana?
But although he is kinda lazy as slowpoke to move, I love him..
I just love him to sit and sleep all the time rather than he's playing around and scratching my sofas~!!!

But still..
Mummy and daddy love you, KMac..Demuk~!! haha~!

A few steps ahead..

2009-12-29T16:09:00.005+08:00

ALHAMDULILLAH..
Everything was fine..
And I'm a bit shaky to post this entry..I don't know why..
Maybe it's been a loooong time..
Nervous plak tetiba~! haha~!

I miss my blog..
I miss my home sweet home..
I miss my lappy..
I miss my stuffs..
I miss my own self..

Actually, when I was at my kampung, I followed my several followers' blog and also my chosenmustread blog but I was too weak to drop some comments and I'm sorry for my invisible intrudor behaviour..hehe~!
ALHAMDULILLAH..again..sekarang saya sudah sehat..alive and kicking bebeh~!
I am grateful..syukur..
After my IUI treatment, I have to wait for the result..
And boy I am really anxious..
I hope..my..dream..will..come..true..
Semoga Allah memberi kami rezeki itu..

AMIN

YOU..you know I love you..

Do pray for me..

2009-12-19T11:48:00.008+08:00

I'm going to do and proceed my IUI (Intrauterine Insemination) treatment next week..
I hope everything will be okay..

Doakan saya..

But I think the boring stuff is the stuff I remember the most; (Russel, UP 2009)

2009-12-15T17:34:00.004+08:00

I'm bored and I'm tired~!!
I hate the smell of the meds..
I hate injections..
I hate the treatment..

I miss shopping..
I think I miss home..huhu~!

I wanna run with the werewolves..arghhh~!!!

I'M OFFLINE

2009-12-04T00:28:00.004+08:00

for a while..

saya balik kampung..I'll see YOU soon..

Lead turns 28~! HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me~!!

2009-12-02T00:22:00.015+08:00

People said...age is just a number (dem~!) haha~!
I just wanna sing Happy Birthday to myself..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LEAD..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME~~!
(Please sing it like Britney Spears..haha~!)

I will celebrate my birthday with my hubby...just with him..
A romantic dinner with him @Bora Asmara tomorrow..InsyaAllah..
A fine dinner and a birthday present...what more could I ask? rite?
I don't throw a party...da tua, tak payah nak parti2 lagi..haha~!

I think I did a lot of sacrifices on my birthday this year..and I didn't regret it at all..I love every moments of it..
It makes me cry, laugh, awe, proud and think hard...all at the same time..

Well...I do have a lot of wishes..
And I hope, at least one or two of them will come true..or otherwise, I have to try harder..heh~!

1. Going to have my own baby…I’ll meet my little one someday…
2. I wish my mum and dad will be together FOREVER no matter what will happen to them..FOREVER.
3. I am praying for all of my loved ones that are dealing with the fight of their life, visualizing them healthy and pray for their speedy recovery.
4. I hope I could deal with my own emotions, wisely..
5. Can control my anger…I’m a bit lost temper kind of person but a minutes after that, I’m cool..I don’t want to be that kind of person anymore. I wanna be a damn cool especially in a very crucial situation.
6. I wanna dive into my childhood past.
7. I wanna meet my own TOTORO.
(KMac as a big Totoro..get it? no? forget it..hehe~!)
8. My hubby loves me moooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooore and moooooooooooooooooooooooore till eternity.
9. Saya tanak jadi blur..I wanna be a better person.
10. ( I think I'll keep it secret)

I cuddly love him..

and I love him too..

and why all the pictures were black and white?
I don't know...I just love it..

And owh..I'm sharing the same birthdate with Britney Spears~!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me and Britney Spears~!!
That's why I love December so much~!!

Love big shades? Yeah I do...

2009-11-30T18:30:00.008+08:00

But those who loves the oversized, big, enormous, stylish sunglasses must face the consequences, putting us in a high risk to get in a car crash.
Read the full article here

Uh-Oh..I love to wear big sunglasses when I'm driving..
Just pray everything will be fine rite?
Please Lead...baca doa naik kenderaan...

~Khas untuk wanita Terengganu~

2009-11-29T23:56:00.004+08:00

Bersanggul budi
Berseledang bahasa
Bergerak langkah molek dipandang
Suara merdu pemanis bicara
Mesra berbudi indah berbahasa
Senyum terukir bibir mesra
Itulah wanita Terengganu

Berkalung syukur berloket ikhlas
Berimbang perilaku dengan bicara
Berupa cerminan jiwa dan hati
Berterima kasih bersulam syukur
Tampak sejadah maruah terbentang indah
Itulah wanita Terengganu

Bergelang harmoni bergelang setia
Bersilaturrahim indah berseri rasa
Setia teman adunan ikhlas
Perkukuh semangat tali toleransi Satu Malaysia
Keakraban terserlah dalam jaringan harmoni
Itulah wanita Terengganu

Bercincin kasih berpermata sakinah
Beruntai sayang menganyam keluarga
Mencetak kasih dengan ijazah perjalanan hidup
Lewat sabar pahit manis kehidupan
Demi melayari bahtera ke pulau mawaddah warahmah
Itulah wanita Terengganu

Kulukis tentang wanita belahan jiwa
Sekukuh Bukit Puteri
Seteguh iman dan tradisi
Itulah wanita Terengganu

MAHARANI N SENTANI

Grateful I am..

2009-11-25T10:27:00.008+08:00

Yesterday..

I was trying so hard to be happy..
Gosh~! It was really hard..When something sticking in your head and won't come out..Well yes, it was hard..
When I depressed or sad, I will kinda spent all my money for anything..
And I walked in the Topshop, I saw a poster and it said,
BUY IT NOW OR REGRET IT LATER.
Cool..Topshop understands me huh?
So, there goes all my money then..
I saw all the money suddenly got their wings eh? urghh~!
Menyesal kemudian tidak berguna.
Saya cuba untuk ubah tabiat tidak sehat ni, tapi masih lagi tidak berjaya.

We went to Midvalley to explore our moviemarathon, Jennifer's Body and Christmas Carol 3D. The films were awesome~! especially Christmas Carol coz I'm a cartoon freak. So, it was very satisfying..
Thanx to my best buddy ever, my hubby..he tried so hard to make me happy..
We had our memorable scene too..The most touching scene was when he insisted to book the New Moon tickets for us tomorrow..So, we kinda watch the movie on premiere~!
Thanx dear..

the tickets with the best seats~!

yup..yup..I'm still in vampire and werewolf mood freak..

Yes..I was happy yesterday..
And today?
We'll see..

With my partner in crimeee~!!

My myspace pic..haha~!

Vampire/Werewolf Weekend~!!

2009-11-22T12:05:00.008+08:00

Create Twilight and New Moon pictures.

Create Twilight and New Moon pictures.

Create Twilight and New Moon pictures.

Create Twilight and New Moon pictures.

I choose you, Jacob Black~!!!
I choose to run with the hawt werewolf~!!

Circus Fantasy

2009-11-21T14:39:00.007+08:00

Oh yes..I want it..
Do you hear me bebeh?
I want the damn precious perfume~!!

KLUE magazine

2009-11-18T23:01:00.010+08:00

Issue #133 November 2009 - THE ARTS ISSUE~!!!

I fall in love with the cover..
And my FIRST KLUE magazine..

List of my favourite magazines (must buy)

1.EH!
2.InTrend
3.HOT
4.Harper's Bazaar
5.Cleo
6.KLUE~!

Aku ingin bersama kalian..

2009-11-17T17:59:00.002+08:00

Desir ombak, deru pantai
Aku ingin bersama yang kalian rasai
Melepaskan beban di benakku
Alangkah indah dunia tanpa bicara
Bicara manusia yang entah kan benar,dusta
Aku ingin bebas
Hilangkan di sebalik batu,di sebalik pasir
Biarkan saja
Biarkan saja aku menari
Biarkan saja aku berbaring di atas debu
Benarkan aku bersama kalian
Terbangkan aku ke mana saja kalian mahu..

(A piece from my mind)

Metamorphosis

2009-11-17T16:34:00.006+08:00

=change of form especially by magic or natural development;change of character or circumstances etc.

~~~~~~~~~~

~OVERCOMING BITTERNESS TO BECOME A BETTER YOU~

Regardless of who you are or where you're from, each of us has the capacity to become bitter at times. Life simply has a way of presenting circumstances that if not dealt with properly can leave us bitter within. Bitterness is an extremely unhealthy emotion that depletes you of any joy you may possess and cause you to become less than you were created to be.

One must recognize that to be a bitter person is not a normal characteristic. Bitterness evolves from a progressive state of unhealthy emotions that have been left un- dealt with. One never starts out being a bitter person; bitterness generally follows hurt feelings as a result of an offense. Even unforgiveness that has been left unresolved can turn to bitterness, but it is not normal to be a bitter person.

If you are dealing with bitterness you can overcome it to become a better you. You can be the man or woman God intended for you to be: a person of great character and integrity, who has the prospect of achieving their goals, dreams and ultimately their destiny.

Life is too short to live in a continual state of conflict. Therefore you must strive to rise above bitterness to become the best you that you can be. You will be a person of a greater influence and have a greater impact on others without bitterness in your life.

So the question is, how do you overcome bitterness?

1. Deal with every situation as they arise... Procrastinating to deal with issues will ultimately lead to a deeper despair. Therefore it is imperative to face life as it comes. Pastor and Life Coach Paula White said, "Deal with it, you can't conquer what you don't confront." Such a profound observation in that you will never overcome what you neglect to confront.

2. Be a forgiving person...No one is oblivious to being hurt. All of us will face circumstances in life that will hurt our feelings or cause us to be dejected. Yet the greatest way to prevent bitterness from taking root is be a forgiving person. Do not allow things to build up on the inside but rather learn to let them go.

3. Choose to be happy...I have learned that it takes more energy to be unhappy as it does to be happy. Focus on the things you can change and regard the things you can't as something not worth the trouble. Life is full of choices; in order to be better and not bitter you have to choose to be happy. Difficult I know, however, it is a discipline that will only benefit you in the long run.

You are great and deserve the best in life now, so refuse to let bitterness rule your life and strive to be the best you can be. Pastor Joel Osteen said in his book, Your Best Life Now: "A bitter root will produce bitter fruit." So true, knowing that what we allow on the inside will eventually reveal it self on the out side.

(source)

I have to change..
Stop whining..
Stop complaining..
Stop being too choosy..
Start to think deep..
Kadang-kadang perangai keanak-anakan itu masih bersisa..
Kadang-kadang lupa, lalai, terleka..tanggungjawab itu makin berat..
Sometimes I just ignoring all the precious things/other humans in my life..
Sometimes I am selfish..
And I do have a lot of excuses..
I have to STOP.

She's the one of my precious thing ever..

He's my man~!

2009-11-15T20:36:00.011+08:00

Sorry for the last entry..it was a messy entry tho..
Maybe I was in messy dishevellment..maybe..

*sigh* (loudly)

SO,
We had a loooooooooooongggggggggg discussion about me, us..
He always gave me a good and wise advices..he is a damn good adviser..
Compare to me, he is waaayy more mature..(Duh..memang pon..haha~!)
Thanx for everything dear..huhu~!

I promise I'll be a good girl..yeah~!! (sambil angkat tangan baca ikrar ok..)

"Nah..Edward Cullen..tanak merajuk2 lagi"

Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!!
I smiled from my cheek to cheek and wider and wider...
Suke suke suke...tq tq tq sayang~!!
I kissed him and KMac too..hehehee~!!
(oooppppssss~!!!)

Edward Cullen action figure~!! yeay~!!

Without his Bella..

awwww...KMac yang mengada-ngada..nyamfah~!
Tapi..saya sayang hubby saya..hehe~!!

I love him too...seriously..

What's wrong with streamyx?? urghhh~!
I couldn't upload pics..
There are more pics to publish here actually..
I'll continue uploading all the pics tomorrow..

"Musuh salah satu antara kita adalah musuh kita semua.." (AADC 2002)

2009-11-12T22:20:00.005+08:00

Musuh di sini ialah..diri sendiri..
I have some issues with myself..my self confidence, my dignity, my life after married and my school life...

*sigh*

I just put them carefully in my 'I-don't care-but-I-care' box deep inside my mind..

Luckily I have KMac pakai stokin..I hug and kiss him sampai dia naik rimas..hehe~!

Been listening to this song and I watch the movie again and again and again..
(Entry yang celaru..macam biasa..)

I guess I met a wrong fairy godmother..

2009-11-11T22:02:00.006+08:00

Fairy Godmother : Any wish? You only have one wish..so make it fast will ya?

Cinderella ehh silap..Lead : Yeah I do..I wish I could have one more wish..

Fairy Godmother : Is this some kind of joke? No wish for you..freak~!

Lead : Ok2..It was a joke..allright? I..err..well let me think..I..

Fairy Godmother : Hey kid..Make your wish now~!

Lead : I want to fly~!

Fairy Godmother : Piece of cake..Fly you will~!

*Pling~!!* (what a sound effect..)

Lead : Wait a second..How am I going to fly if you just give me one wing?

Fairy Godmother : Oh..now you tell me, did you wish for a pair of wings just now? No, rite? Just get used to it..and owh, practice do makes us perfect..chop~! chop~!

Lead : Argghhh~!! You'll pay for this~!

Fairy Godmother : No,no..YOU will pay me..So..wasting my precious time for you plus urm..including tax..20 dollar~! I just put your name in my 555 fairy book ok? Nice having business with ya~! Tata~!

Lead : *&%@$#~!!

Seriously..that was a stupid joke from me..silly Lead..haha~!
I do have a wish..but I just have to wait..

*Mr. G gave me all the pics*

~Sesame Street~

2009-11-10T23:11:00.006+08:00

Ernie, Bert, Elmo, Cookie Monster, Count Von Count and yes..Big Bird~!!!
I love Big Bird although it doesn't fly..and then I heart Elmo, he's soooo innocent and soooo red..haha~!
I love Sesame Street~!

And...Sesame Street turns 40~!
Big Bird and the gang are featuring in Google Doodles too..
Cumel, Sweet and Cute~!
Their Google Doodles pics..Saya suke~!!

Ernie and Bert

Big Bird's legs~!!

Cookie Monster with his coooookies~!!

Oscar

Count Von Count who loves to count~!!!

All of em~!!

"There will always be complaints about kids watching too much TV, but there will never be complaints about kids watching too much Sesame Street (not from anyone with a soul, anyway).
So thanks, Big Bird and company, for making the airwaves safe for all of us future pop culture fanatics. And for teaching us a thing or two."
(Jennifer Armstrong)

I came out from the sadden cave..heheh~!

2009-11-10T18:05:00.012+08:00

Tajuk tak boleh blah...haha~! Tak kesah..
I was busy like crazy last two days..and I was under pressure..
I was sick and dizzy all the time..but
I had a lot of bittersweet moments and yeah..I kinda love all of em~! (@_@)

Last week was Hari Kanak-Kanak..
You know what, saya ingatkan majlis tu minggu ni..
Tapi rupa-rupanya minggu lepas..and the worst part, saya dapat tau hari Rabu, hari Khamis ader saringan and majlis tu hari Jumaat..

(my mistake..terlalai seketika..heh~!)
Costume tak carik lagi..saya fengsan~! (kidding~!)
Saya panik (that was true~!) and I was like a bag of nerves..
Then I called Sasha's mom..she said,

"Sasha ader bagitau akak, teacher ader nak pakaikan baju pirates..tapi teacher, akak dah sewa baju Korea untuk dia..boleh ke teacher?" (oh yes, akak tu panggil saya, teacher..eheh~!)

Ulp~!..I want the pirates costume but I was running out of time..
I have no choice..Korea pon Korea lah..I just have to go along with her mom's choice..In fact, Sasha is her daughter..(rite..)
N Sasha dapat nombor 3..she was ay-okay on the stage..hehe~!
This is Sasha..

After the show..makeup sudah cair..haha~!

Sasha kena paksa amik gamba..time ni dah nak balik..hehe~!

I wasn't satisfying enough with the costume..grrr~!!
If she wears the pirates costume, I'll make a banner, a big one..
"Kill Peter Pan and Tinkerbell~!!!!" or "Captain Hook rulezz~!!!!"

Ahahahaaaa~!!! (memang tak puas hati sambil hentak2 kaki)

CONGRATS SIS~!!!

2009-11-03T22:48:00.007+08:00

My sis, Nadia and her hubby, Firhan

(saya sedang imagine muka baby diorang nanti..for sure, mata anak sedara saya akan sepet..haha~!

She's preggie~!
Saya akan jadi Mummy Long~!

Yeah..I'm happy..honest..
But in the same time, my heart's crying..
I just wanna sleep and dun wanna wake up..boleh?

ASL? plus Riena

2009-11-02T17:31:00.007+08:00

Do you remember MIRC?
Ingat tak?
MIRC-Internet Relay Chat

1999..I used to go networking with MIRC. MIRC was so damn popular among us in college. Everybody was talking about it and there were some students who were so excited like crazy when it comes to MIRC..I dunno why..huh..
And there was a humiliating and terrible memory of me and MIRC..*sigh*

One day, I went to our college cyber cafe with my best friend, Riena and I log in to MIRC for the first time in my whole life..

Guy: Hi..
Me: Hi..(sumpah nervous..haha~!)
Guy: ASL?
Me: Terengganu (confident ok..)
Guy: Oh..saya tanya ASL?
Me: Terengganu..tak tahu ke? (blur)
Guy: Hahahahaaaaaaaa...

He signed off.

Berlagak~! Macam bagus~! apehal ko gelak kat aku? I mumbled and babbled in front of the pc. My face was red..I dunno why..Felt like I was diperkotak katikkan (I like this word..haha~!)
I confused. Why was this guy laughing at me? I told Riena about this cocky guy I had chatting with. And she looked at me like I did something really bad..really really bad...and then she rolled her eyes and said..

"Wei...ASL tu umur, jantina ngan ko duduk kat mana laaa.. age,sex and location..bukannya asal mana...Waaaaahahahahahahahahaaa~!!!!"

Yeah..keep laughing at me my dear friend. I smirked at her and like 4 seconds later, I joined her, laughing. Well, technically I was laughing at myself..haha~! Silly Lead..Mana saya tau..Now I know..huhu~!

Then I realized..Lead ialah seorang yang buta IT..haha~!

~~~~~

Why am I telling the most bottomness list of my memory?
Well..tetiba teringat kat Riena and then memori ni terlekat ngan dia skali kot..macam sangkut paut..ingat Riena, ingat ASL..haha~! I miss her~!

And kalau nak tahu, saya jugak menghadapi problem nak baca SMS language..like..
"b gd"
"tc"
"mls nk bt"

Urghhh...I hate when I couldn't figure out what is the correct words/sentences..
adakah saya jakun,kolot? *sigh* maybe..

BUT..haaaa there is a but..saya berusaha nak tau bahasa2 mudah ni..
Been searching lately..takdelah saya kena gelak lagi kannn..hehe~!

LOL - laugh out loud
ROTFL/ROFL - rolling on the floor laughing
OMG - Oh My God
WTF/WTH - What the f***/What the hell
BRB - be right back
GTG - got to go
TTFN - tata for now
PLS - please

Actually there are lots more rite?
Please do tell me if you know the other simple words that makes me dizzy sometimes? haha~!

and owh..I'll put Sasha's pic soon..
(tetibe Sasha glamer kat blog saya..baahaha~!)

I was bursting into tears..

2009-11-01T23:37:00.005+08:00

You have to watch this movie..MUST~!
Love is blind..even she knew the man that she loved will never always be around her..She tried her best to build a life with her one true, true love..

*And owh..I met Aishah and Qhaud AF7 @KLCC..
Guess what? I am taller than her..hehe~!!*

HARI KANAK-KANAK

2009-11-01T08:40:00.006+08:00

I'm looking for a costume rental for kids somewhere in KL..

Kat sekolah saya nanti ader Hari Kanak-Kanak..
And there will be a Pertandingan Pakaian Beragam among students..
Each class must represent one or two pupils to join the competition..
As a class teacher, I must take part and I chose Sasha to be my experimental project..haha~!
Actually, tiada budget diberikan..and parents akan belikan/sewa mana2 costumes untuk anak2 diorang..
Since saya belom ader anak, saya pinjam anak orang lain dan saya akan pakaikan dia costume yang comel2..bleh? hehe~!

Seriously, I don't know which costumes Sasha will wear..
I've been searching and 'googleing' some pics..

yeah..my hubby will love it..but, NO~!

Awwwww..so cute~! I love pirates..

Ala2 Maya Karin..oh, cuteness~!!

Tinkerbell..sangat comelss~!

Hannah Montana? ermmm...

I heart this..especially the head accesories..

Pirate wearing a skirt..how cute~!

Wall-E...where's eve? hehe~!

Ahhhh Edward Cullen's son..haha~!

I think I might choose Wonder Woman..

And, Teacher Leedeea will wear this...awwwwww sexayyyy~!!

I'm off to KLCC..

Tengok wayang wit my hubby..nak ikut?

Current Ringtone

2009-10-31T22:22:00.002+08:00

Love it~!
Especially the whistling part..hehe~!

Drum roll please....

2009-10-29T19:19:00.005+08:00

Ok ok..
First, I would like to give the correct answers ya..

1~Glow by JLO
2~ Juicy Couture (limited edition)
3~Gucci by Gucci of course
4~Fantasy by my Sweet Britney Spears
5~Also by Juicy Couture
6~Burberry Brit Sheer
7~Believe by my gorgeous Britney Spears
8~Curious by my lovely Britney Spears
9~Echo Women by Davidoff
10~Diamonds by Emporio Armani

And..these girls wanna annouce you guys the winner~!

The winner is...

LOVEAQSHA A.K.A SHAZURA

congrats dear~!!

She deserves to win this contest because she gave me the correct answers..
Dan saya jugak mention kan..siapa cepat, dia dapat..
So, Zura merupakan blogger yang terpantas bagi jawapan kat saya dan yang penting, jawapannya betul...again, congrats~!

And for Zura, I already know your home address..
Just wait for the keychain parcel..ok?

And for others..dun be sad or upset..
Lepas ni ader contest lagi~!
And thank you for joining this contest yang tak seberapa ni yek..hehe~!

Who wants a keychain?

2009-10-27T14:30:00.015+08:00

the keychain is from Billybag

Name all these perfumes and then you can have it~!
No need to be my followers..(for silent readers..or anyone..)
No need to publish the entry about this contest..
Just name these 10 perfumes correctly in the comments space provided a.k.a CHITTY CHITTY and also give me your e-mail address..ok?

You guys just give me the brand pon da kira ok daaa..

Siapa cepat, dia dapat~!
Alaaaa...cuba, try je k? mana tau betul...kan?

This contest will be end on 29th October 2009 (before 2.00 pm)
Good luck guys/girls~!!

I got a letter..

2009-10-25T22:40:00.004+08:00

From Kmac~!! haha~!!
I couldn't stop giggling and laughing like crazy when I read it..

Oh well..last week, I bought Friskies instead of IAMS..
Since Kmac was a kitten and now he's still growing up, he just craving and eating only IAMS (chicken flavour)..
But when Ainee told me not to buy IAMS because of this. So, I stop. Thanx to her..huhu~!
Why am I telling you these? It's kinda related to the whole letter..heheh~!

Hey..sapa cakap cats tak boleh tulis surat? siap taip lagi hokeh?
(I think you can click to enlarge)

Isi surat tu, konon2 KMac tak suka makan Friskies..
KMac nak makan IAMS jugak..macam merajuk and then siap cakap ader syarikat lain nak memusnahkan jenama IAMS..haha~! kelakar ok~!

Actually, my hubby wrote it (err, maksud saya,taip surat ni) and then he gave it to me to read.
Something to cheer me up, he said..
Dia berjaya buat saya ketawa..sampai keluar air mata..
Nak tido pon still ketawa..haha~!!

You..yes, YOU~!
You make my day~!

I'm in rehab..haha~!

2009-10-25T09:08:00.004+08:00

I'm on my way to..

watch this movie with my sleeping partner..heheh~!

shop..shop..till I drop~! also with my sleeping partner..haha~! HEAVEN~!

buy something for my adorable KMac..

and..I'm trying to be happy~! (wish me luck~!)

*credits to google for all the pics*

(T___T)

2009-10-22T17:40:00.010+08:00

I would like to apologize due to comments disallow..
I don't know what was I thinking..
Maybe otak saya serabut sangat..plus miserable gilos babas..
(Rambut saya gugur sebab stress sangat..Urghhhh~!!)

FYI, that was a true story..my hubby was there too..
Poor him..Even though he was just ignoring the babbling yang bodoh itu..
But I know..My hubby sakit hati..
And it was hurtful..

Terima kasih kepada kawan2..
Tak jemu2 bagi saya nasihat..
I really need that..saya sangat memerlukan semangat itu..

I was shocked to see all the comments in the chat box..
Sangat2 terharu dan saya menangis..yes, I cried~!!
Coz I thought I was alone..
Rupanya..saya dikelilingi kawan2 yang sangat supportive..
Even kita tak pernah jumpa..
Thanx a lot~!

Ahh..Dareen, nanan nangeshh..

With my sporting dad in law..
He always give me strength to keep on moving with my life..

Lots of love..

WHY??

2009-10-21T15:30:00.008+08:00

"Nah amik dukung baby neh..amik berkat, even da bnyk kali ko amik berkat kan..heheheheeeee~!!!!"

"Ko ni barang tak subur..tengok aku, produktif..haha~!"

"Mesti ko sedih kan? Sian ko..(senyum)"

Yeah..I know..
Your life's great..
Mine sucks~!
I don't even know you anymore, "friend"..
And you're not helping..
Thanx a lot..

Angel (longing)

I've been waiting for so many years
To hold you
To hug you
To kiss you
And I don't know for how long do I have to wait
When will I feel your touch?

Angel,
Come here with me
Don't ever let me down, dear
Let me be the one
The one and your only keeper

Angel,
Take off your proud wings
and
Be with me...eternity..

“Smile, even if it's a sad smile, because sadder than a sad smile is the sadness of not knowing how to smile.”
~TearsofStardust~

Sorry for the offensive song title..

My "friend"..please don't stay in touch
Silly Lead...

Need help~!

2009-10-20T17:25:00.006+08:00

Saya ingin membeli patung2 ini
(bukan lah semua..maybe 2 atau 3 ekor..huhu~!)
For my hubby..actually..
Semua patung2 ini from eBay..
Dan saya mmg tak reti nak beli melalui eBay neh..

Could anyone or anybody tell me how to buy these wolverines through eBay?
We have to pay it with credit cards rite?

BUT..I don't have any..(hehe~!)
Tolongggg...Pleaseeeeeee...

My hubby sangat gila plus obses ngan Wolverine..huhu~!

Kami, Persatuan Mamat2 Ensem mengucapkan terima kasih kepada yang sudi membantu..waaahahahahaaaa~!!!

(Tengok baju my hubby..Wolverine~! ahhhhh~!!)

Miscellany

2009-10-19T16:47:00.005+08:00

I'll do it in points ok?
(I'm updating while downloading something..heheh~!)

~Kejadian pertama~
Finally...I have done reading these series...waaahahahhaaaaaaaaa~!!!
I love Edward Cullen even moooreeeeee..
(Edward Cullen, not Robert Pattinson..dun get me wrong..coz my Edward Cullen is the gorgeous Chad Michael Murray..heheh~!)
During these four days, I thot my name is Bella~!
(ok ok..I'm over reacted..)

I wanna read some mooreeee..

~Kejadian perdua~
Again...I met my boy,Irfan..
Last time I met him when we were breakin fast @Boraombak..
We met @Hairul's wedding ceremony last two days..
(Selamat Pengantin Baru Hairul and Zara..congrats to both of you~!!)

Mummy Lead bau wangi laaaa..muahahaa~!!

I loike this pic..looks like we are family, rite? hehe~!

Free ice creams~!! Only for kids..errr do I even care? muahaha~!!

~Kejadian pertiga~
Part sedih..(I got my wet tissue beside me..eheh~!)
My hubby..he's attending a course, organize by Premier League n British Council @Majlis Sukan Negara for A WEEK~!!!
Huwaaaa~!!! rinduuuuuuuuu...ahahaha~!!
Sudahnya saya melepak je kat umah..best jugak lepak kat umah..ehehehe~!!

I snap his stuff before he off to MSN..huhu~!!

AND

Aaaaaahhhhhh...I miss my Dareen so damn much~!

KOLAM

2009-10-15T18:17:00.006+08:00

is a form of sandpainting that is drawn using rice powder by female members of the family in front of their home. It is widely practised by Hindus in South India. A kolam is a sort of painted prayer-a line drawing composed of curved loops, drawn around a grid pattern of dots. (Wikipedia)

I think Kolam is unique..
And I'm interested with Kolam designs and patterns, as objects of art..
I'm in love with the colors and the peacock~!

Swirls..and the peacock

I believe there's a peacock in here..hurmm..

the peacock looks fabulous~! the colors..sangat cantik~!

Nice oh..

~Credits to Google for the pics~

My Kolam~! ahaha~!

HAPPY DEEPAVALI~!

(sekolah saya start cuti hari ni sampai Isnin depan..Jeles? hehe~!)

I'm craving for..

2009-10-14T16:57:00.006+08:00

this...Coach Bonnie Canvas Tote

and this..Avril Lavigne Black Star

Grrrr~!!!
Nakkkk~!!!
Jom kite sarbu Ar-Rahnu..muahahaha~!!

What have I done?

2009-10-13T17:46:00.006+08:00

Oh yes..I admit..
I'm a very stubborn and not easy to deal with and pigheaded person..
(but depend on the situation..yup, I'm defending myself haha~!)
Lead is usually doesn't think before she acts..
and that's a very childish behaviour..
(that scares me and I agree~!)
After I did something horrible..
(not my intention and unaware..grrrr she still defending herself~!)
Then I'll started to regret it and become miserable..
Normally, I need two or three days healing myself after meroyan disease..read some motivational books (blakhhhh~!!! ok, saya tipu~!), doing some yoga position (tipu lagi~!)..Serious..
Try to find and bring my spirit back somewhere somehow..listening to Heartless by The Fray (I don't think the song relates to the healing process..but who cares~! The Fray rawkksss~!!)

Ok..ok..
I have to apologize..
This time, I was wrong..And I'm guilty..
I'm Lead and I'm not smarter than a 5th grader..(what?)
Abang Aznil, saya yakin betul...saya kunci lirik ini~!..(erk? what??)

Owh..allright~!
I hate arguing, fighting, misunderstanding, quarreling, fishing..
(yup, I hate fishing but again, it is outta topic)
Saya tak suka gado~!!
Hidupku tak karuan dong ahhhhh~!!!

Huhhh..inhale..exhale..fuh..
I dedicated this song for him..
Well...this is the best sorry song ever..

Can you forgive me again
I don't know what I said
But I didn't mean to hurt you

I heard the words come out
I felt that I would die
It hurts so much to hurt you

Then you look at me
You're not shouting anymore
You're silently broken

I'd give anything now
To kill those words for you

Each time I say something I regret
I cry, I don't want to lose you
But somehow I know that you will never leave me

Cause you were made for me
Somehow I'll make you see
How happy you make me
I can't live this life
Without you by my side
I need you to survive

So stay with me
You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside
That I'm sorry

And you forgive me again
You're my one true friend
And I never meant to hurt you

Oooopppsss silap gambo..haha~!!

Yeahhh....baru betul..huhu~!

BEBEH...I'M SORRY~!!!!

Helpless

2009-10-10T20:54:00.009+08:00

Something happened.
It makes me think..deep thought..

Sometimes, an enormous sacrifices couldn't make people satisfy enough..
They're too blind to see..or they don't want to see it..
or they're avoiding themselves to see it..
They make excuses..and they were blaming each other..

Hurt..

*sigh*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ABANG~!

2009-10-08T06:22:00.008+08:00

Celebrate my Birthday Boy..
Simple..but meaningful..
Secret Recipe cake and Famous Amos and Lampard..hehe~!

Abang, we celebrate your proper birthday at Menara KL tonight k?
Happy Birthday dear~!!!

Oh..I'm not a romantic person I guess..haha~!
Lilin2 tu asik terpadam padam jek..so no candles..huhu~!

Yeay~!!

Kalau nak tau birthday Ad yang ke berapa...don't hesitate to count the candle..haha~!

Make a wish dear..(agak2 ape eh?)

Heheh..saya mengaku saya tulis mengarut ngarut dalam kad tu..muahaha~!!

My birthday boy..AD

Holding Frank Lampard..his idol

No, I mean his appetizer..miahahaha~!!

Awww...sayang nak makan...

Happy Birthday daddy..(Kmac ckp dalam hati..haha~!)

Ulppp...ape nih?

Marriage is not a noun,it's a verb. It isn't something you get. It's something you do. It's the way you love your partner everyday.

Barbara De Angelis

There's a French saying..Love is the dawn of marriage, and marriage is the sunset of love..

Adcore GBC

2009-10-07T17:27:00.008+08:00

Special entry for my Edward Cullen..haha~!
(he hates when I call him Edward~!)
Edward~! Edward~! Edward~! heheh...
Awas~! This entry will full of pics..
(tak payah muntah...chillax~!!!)

Well here goes..Adcore wit his GTR bike~!

Nice...GTR wit one seat

This is a candid pic..

Yeah..ready now~!

Mamat ensem...leh kenal? miahahaaa~!!

GBC

Edward @ Logan @ Lampard..haha~!

In front of my PIL's house

Hah~! It was very challenging to take this pic..berpeluh~!

Me yang tak siap and Mat rempit yang ensem..

Haha~! Peace~!

Tomorrow is his birthday...yippie~!!
We'll celebrate it tonight..at our lil house..
With his GTR next to us..(kidding~!)

Tataw nak beli present ape..
Semua dia dah ader kot..huhu~!
Tunggu dia mintak je lah..
Jangan mintak yg bukan2 sudaaaaaaaaaa..haha~!

Abang..Aishiteru~!

bittersweat dream

2009-10-05T14:27:00.005+08:00

Two days ago..I had a really..really bad, horror dream..
Saya mimpi my dad meninggal..
(seriously I'm shivering when typing this sentence..)
It seemed so real..I woke up with tears that morning..

Then I called home..wanna talk to my dad..
Well..saya cerita kat ayah pasal mimpi saya..
My dad said..

"Semua orang akan mati..Ayah pon dah tua..mana tau esok lusa ajal ayah sampai..."

Ulp..yeah, my dad is absolutely right..
Tapi..saya tak dapat bayangkan..
Saya tanak bayangkan pon~!!

Actually, I had the same dream last year..
Exactly the same dream..

Someone told me, "Mimpi biasanya terbalik..mungkin ayah Lead panjang umur.."
However, I slept dreamlessly last night..
Thanx God..

Mum and Dad..(exclusive pic)

Can we create dreams?
Saya nak bermimpi saya dating ngan Chad Michael Murray kat Boraombak plak..
Bleh gitu? hehe~!

Strawberry Swing

2009-10-05T14:11:00.003+08:00

Love the video..
Enjoy~!

They used chalk art..genius~!

I couldn't...

2009-10-04T22:02:00.004+08:00

I really want to update..
So much to tell..
I want to upload all the pics..

But really..I'm damn tired~!

And now..
I'm on my way to get some sleep..
Hope I could sleep well..
No more nightmares..huhu~!

Wanna be part of the Cullens~!!

2009-10-01T10:21:00.014+08:00

Currently reading this:

Yeah I know..People had already done reading the Twilight books, but I just get started..
sangat lambat..huhu~!
I tried so hard to end the book..although there are too many things to handle, to settle down..
How I wish those "things" will disappear in a twinkling of an eye~!!
POOOOFFFFF~!!!
(yeah like that gonna happen..kan?)

(Orang malas banyak alasan..and yes it is true..)

I thot Chad Michael Murray will be the Edward Cullen..huhu~!

new moon...uuuuuhhhh can't wait~!!!

*Update my blog in school computer lab..hehe~!*

Crappy Art? yup...it is..

2009-09-29T15:25:00.005+08:00

Depressed..
I spent my whole free time after class, made and coloring this..
(after that..LEGA~!)

Lead applied "belasah" technique..heheh~!

~~~~~~~~~~

I miss my Danny~!!! (two from left)

I called McD delivery..guess what?
Diorang tak bleh buat delivery coz McD kat The Mall ader masalah teknikal..
(yeah...GREAT~!!!!! BAGUUUUUSSS~!!)
Lapar...plus I want the pink Coke Glass..huhu~!

Tuan Haji Khalid n phamily

2009-09-28T17:18:00.007+08:00

This year...we celebrated Hari Raya Aidilfitri in abstemiously way..
Tak best sangat coz my sister, Nadia is working on Hari Raya..so she couldn't make it..
(She's a nurse..huhu~!)
Pity her...pity us

Pity her- she's crying during Hari Raya, she called us and I heard her sobbing..Her hubby also working on Hari Raya..(Serius sedih..)

Pity us- Missing her during Hari Raya..Incomplete..

TAPI...posing tatap posing ok...hehehee~!!
So, here's our pics...

Captured this pic using my new Nikon P90..teeheheheee~!!

Kat umah nenek sebelah ayah..
ader perigi..sangat vintage ok..muehehe~!!

**saya kena eyes infection..
Doctor said it's because of the contact lense..
Mata macam kabur..blur2..pedih2..huuuuu **

Lil Dareen n Ariq

2009-09-27T15:53:00.005+08:00

Mummy Lead love both of you....

Pray for Mummy Lead..cepat2 dapat baby..

Cenderamata or cenderahati?

2009-09-27T14:57:00.005+08:00

Who cares?
As long as I got one~! hehe~!!

Ader mamat hensem bagi saya perfume aaaalllllll the way from UK~!
He knows I'm a perfumesmaniac..So he bought me one..niiicccceeee~!!!

Mr Syamil...thanx dik..terimalah pantun 2 kerat dari akak..

Terima kasih daun keladi
Esok2 nak perfumes berbotol botol lagi

miahahahaa~!!!

I wanna take some pics of the perfume...

When suddenly, he appears..bertenggek n bau2 n cium2 perfume itu..

Memang sah..perfume itu wangi~!

Coz KMac likes it~!!

KMac : Mummy, can I try?
Mummy : two words dear...NO WAY~!

haha~!

Bau perfume ini sangat wangi sampai saya menjilat2 bibir..
Rasa cam nak makan..hehe~!!

Miss me?

2009-09-24T20:04:00.009+08:00

Ehem~!
Seriously, I am still in Raya mood..
All da Raya pics, I'll put them here..maybe next two weeks or maybe when I'm ready..
Saya peram dulu..haha~!!

Thanx to all who gave me e-cards

(sorry guys tak sempat nak stick them on my blog wall)
Raya Cards from awesome bloggers ( sis Zuraiwan n Nana..thanx sweeties~!)
and thanx to all my phamilies, you guys made my Raya days sooooo special and full of surprises~!!!

I'll update later..
nak pegi ambush open houses~! hoho~!..SERANG~!
(best~! saya tak payah masak..ahahaha~!!!)

~ @ Mr Azmi's open house plus my favvy pics ~

Logan wit Danish yang naughty..haha~!

Me wit my handsome "Alif Aziz"..N he's available haha~!!

My sayang cutie, Danny..

Really miss them..especially Danny..huhu~!

SALAM AIDILFITRI

2009-09-16T15:50:00.003+08:00

Hi all..Assalamualaikum...
It's been a long time...almost 5 days I didn't update..
BUSY (I hate that word)..huhu~!

I put my Hari Raya card here...please take it guys and stick it on your blog wall yaww..hehehehe~!!

Lead minta maaf kalau ader salah n silap..
Mana tau ader yang terasa hati ngan my entries..
So sorry..
Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Selamat Hari Raya~!!!
(Sumpah, tak sabo nak raya~!! ahahahha~!)
(Ngah siap2 packing nak balik kampung esok...bye~!!)

A lil angel

2009-09-12T15:04:00.006+08:00

I took these pics from her papa's friendster..
yup...she's grown up..
And she's really an angel..
Sweet Dareen Aira

Adik yang macam2..HAPPY BIRTHDAY~!!

2009-09-10T21:01:00.009+08:00

Her name...Izyan Sahira
We just call her Adik..
Well, she's da youngest in da phamily..
Manja? of course..
She'll get everything that she wanted..
Dia jarang kena marah..huh~! x aci..hehe~!
She's da nerdy one..haha~!
She likes cute boys..duh~!
Suka berangan..
She's crazy with PS2 n PS3 n Gameboy..
Dia boleh mengadap benda2 tuh berjam jam lamanya..dari pagi smpai malam n sampai lebam bijik mata dia..
Dia pandai melukis..(lukisan dia sgt neat n cantik)
Dia sayang abang2 ipar dia..so much~!

N today is her birthday..
She sms-ed me just now..
"Adik tak kesah hadiah aper pon asalkan mahal"
Erk? demand giler..

I put her pics here..n dia suka posing pelik2..She said that was cute..huhu~!

uuuhhhhh...

aaahhhhhh...

eeeeehhhhhhh...

her leisure time..wit her bro in law..

Adik..be a good girl ya..
ur present? please wait..I know u hate waitin dear..hehe~!

If only...

2009-09-10T15:58:00.003+08:00

cats can talk~!!

they do~!! ahahahaa~!!

owh, btw, 090909...that is a nice digits rite?
Err...and why am I mentioning the date? It was yesterday..
And suppose this entry sticks here..yesterday..

Sumpah saya blur..I thot today is 090909..huh~!!

So much to tell..

2009-09-08T21:55:00.003+08:00

It's me...again..hehe~!
Too "busy" to update my bloggie..
Indolence is the best word..heh~!

Ok..ok..saya update skang k?
Our first place for berbuka puasa on 6th Sept..
My favourite ever, BORAOMBAK..hehe~!
The food n beverages..really superb~! marvellous~! Sedap giler~!
Saya buka puasa dengan my hubby nyer member2..
Tapi, saya yang cadangkan kan tmpat neh..heheheeee~!!
N saya memang puas hati..dapat makan best, layan live band..and member2 hubby pon satisfied wit everything there..
Hah, Boraombak is the best place to hang out..plus to ngedate..ahaks~!

Da kenyang baru bleh pose..kan? hehe~!

Ada baby~!! his name's Irfan n dia suka isap jari time tidooo..

awwwwww...so sweet~!!

~~~~~~~~~~

On 7th Sept.. @ Seoul, Plaza Pantai..

Wit my cousinssss..tapi, ramai yang tak dpt join..huhu~!

Supposed Hafeez,Nasreen, Abang G, Yan and Syahir will join us but they all have their own personal stuff/work to do..

Makan2, borak, sembang2, gossip2, makan2 lagi, borak2, minum2 smpai kenyang giler then baru kitorang balik..

Me n hubby had a great nite and we'll meet our cousins again this coming Hari Raya @ Melaka~!! ( Can't wait~!)

Tak pasal2 saya jadik Alien Workshop..ahahaha~!!

Very nice guys..huh~!

~~~~~~~~~~

Iklan...me wit my new shawl..
On da way nak beli bahan2 nak buat kuih raya..
What? Lead nak buat kuih raya? reti ke?...ahahahahaha~!!
Nanti saya buat entry kuih raya yek..hehe~!

Miss you girls...a lot~!

2009-09-03T16:08:00.004+08:00

I miss them so damn much..
I couldn't imagine my life without them..
Saya emo rite now..saya rindu~!!
Talkin on the phone wit them..well for me, it wasn't enuff..
I want them to be here..wit me..like the old days..

Rindu nak bukak puasa sekali ngan adik2..

Rindu nak bersahur sekali ngan diorang..
Rindu nak berebut peha ayam ngan adik2..haha~!
Rindu nak buli adik2..hoho~!
Rindu nak tidur sekatil ngn diorang...
Rindu nak bergossip..girls talk..
Rindu nak melepak ngan diorang..

Saya RINDU..
I MISS them..

Uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~!!!!!!

I loike this pic..hehe~!

Temek, kenapa tak puasa?

2009-09-02T14:21:00.006+08:00

Da laa makan n minum depan orang..
Pastu nak menggesel2 je kejenye..
Ni kiss2 orang ni pehal?..makruh taw~!
Astaghfirullah alazim..~!!

Dah...dah...dah...
Muktamad~!
No duit raya n no baju raya for you KMac~!
Mummy je beli baju raya...
Opkos mummy beraya sakan ini tahun...miahahahaa~!!
Plus beraya kat Terengganu..eeeeee suke~!!!

budak yang tak puasa..
Pandai cover muka yek..ahahahaa~!!

Close up..still nak sorok muka..huh~!

I fed him just now..
IAMS n mineral water..
Sumpah, saya terliur..ehehehe~!
Coz pagi tadi tak sahur..terbabas~!
Sedar2 da pukul 6..huhu..rugi tak sahur..kan?

Rite now, any bloggers who published the makan2 entry..I forbidden myself to read it..
Makan2 entries really makes me hungry~!!
Tak tahan..rasa cam nak ngap je terusss...haaaaaaaa..NEVER ok..
Baca entry makan2 neh cam bleh batal puasa saya jek..haha~!
So, after break fast then I'll drop by to read your entries ya..hehehehehe~!!

Could anyone give me suggestion lauk2 for berbuka puasa dis evening?
(I have no idea..pasal masak2 neh, saya ngaku saya fail..huhu~!)

DEAR stands for Drop Everything And Read

2009-09-01T15:50:00.004+08:00

What would I do if I...

~feelin sleepy, thirsty and hungry (fasting)
~stressed out
~had a bad luck
(kalau cabut undi, saya mmg slaloo tak bernasib baik huhu~!)
~gotta loads of work but dun wanna finish it
~misssing my BFF coz she's on medical leave

Well...I'll read something..
Currently reading survival stories (3 novels from Hodder)

Thanx coz cheerin my day..

And thanx to Nana, introducin me the Ugly..hehe~!

~Just The Two Of Us~

2009-09-01T15:35:00.003+08:00

Acara wajib..Breakin fast at Oldtown, One Utama

Acara wajib jugak..breakin fast at my parents in law's house in Gombak

(but this is 'on the way' pic to Gombak..hehe~!)

1 MALAYSIA..

2009-08-31T00:05:00.007+08:00

HAPPY
HAPPY
HAPPY

NATIONAL DAY~!!!

AND I'M PROUD TO BE MALAYSIAN~!!

Errr..is it ok?

2009-08-30T23:02:00.011+08:00

Actually...
I'm taking too much time to wear this..hehe~!

Thanx to Noor Arfa Batik coz sponsor saya shawl ini..hehe~
Errr..is it ok wit me? My hubby cakap, cam pelik jer saya pakai shawl neh..huhu~!

Well..maybe saya akan pakai tudung macam ni..
Or maybe not?
Kat sekolah saya tak pakai macam ni kot..
Coz mesti semua orang pelik tgk saya pakai shawl, kan?
Plus, saya pakai spectacles..so, mesti cam weird kan?
So, kat skola I just stick to tudung bawal..
Now I'm like addicted to shawl..(pulak dahhhhhh...muehehehe~!!)
I already booked 4 shawls wit yien from craze shawl..
(blom campur yang lain2..hehe~!)
I'm totally crazy wit the colours of the shawls yawww..hehe~!

And a big thanx to Nadd coz she taught me how to wear shawls properly..
Honestly, saya selalu jenguk2 blog dia coz suke tgk cara dia pakai shawl..
Elok je dia pakai shawl..n she looks really2 nice wit it..

Last pose..green is the new pink~!
(sila abaikan eyebag saya~! uhh~!)

Why it is soo hard to forget?

2009-08-25T13:42:00.004+08:00

Something's bugging me...(if u wanna know why, read it here)
After da incident, I'm avoiding her..
I think I'll not going to come clean wit her..She has to apologize,rite?
I'm innocent~!
Susah...kalau da buat salah depan2 saya tapi still tanak mengaku...
Orang macam ni pon ade ke? huh..
Yup, I was mad at her..really2 mad at her..
And yes..saya ego..saya rasa, dia yang patut mintak maaf ngan saya..that's why I just waitin for her to make a move, I mean..mintak maaf ngan saya tapi..dia langsung tak minta maaf n boleh dia buat tatau je ngan saya..urghhh geram~!

Sometimes we actin like kids...useless,immature kids though..
Yelah, even duduk sebelah2 pon tak bertegur sapa..
Muka masing2 masam jek (yelah, saya tak puas hati maaaa~!)
N yang dia nak masam jugak, pekes?

BUT NOW..I WANT TO LET IT GO..biarlah saya mengalah..

After having a long long discussion wit my BFF..
Then the decision is, I'll going to make a move first..
Sempena bulan Ramadhan ni kan..
Saya yang akan mintak maaf dulu ngan dia even dia...huh tak sanggup saya nak describe~!

"PERKATAAN YANG BAIK DAN PEMBERIAN MAAF LEBIH BAIK DARI SEDEKAH YANG DIIRINGI DENGAN SESUATU YANG MENYAKITKAN (PERASAAN PENERIMA). ALLAH MAHA KAYA LAGI MAHA PENYANTUN"
(Surah Al-Baqarah : Ayat 263)

Lead is a good girl
(girl ok..I'm not a girl not yet a woman..bleh gituw? eheks~!)

And why do I even bother?

I do have lots of sweetie cutie peeps who loves me the way I am..

Dun wanna put a title..heh~!

2009-08-23T21:01:00.004+08:00

Haiyarghhhhh...~!!!! (saya menggeliat ok..haha~!)

Alhamdulillah...
I've done all my work..at last~!
It was a terrible moment if we lost a thumbdrive..huhu~!!
So, moral of da story, dun ever, never lost ur damn thumbdrive..
It'll make you like...paranoid~!
Jaga thumbdrive kamu seperti menatang minyak yang penuh..huh~! (mencik~!)

I finished all my work last Friday..
Tetibe da puasa...n tak sempat nak wish all da bloggers..
So, di kesempatan ini..
"Lead nak ucapkan..SELAMAT BERPUASA~!!
Jangan nak puasa separuh2 yek..(oops~!)
Lead jugak nak minta maaf kalau ade yang tersinggung wit my entries..
Maaf zahir dan batin.."

Lead...after makeover for Hari Raya..ahahaha~!!

I'm loggin off for a while..

2009-08-18T16:12:00.002+08:00

I STILL AM...

2009-08-16T21:12:00.004+08:00

Saya ni kan..

Benda2 remeh temeh pon saya nak marah2..
Lepas da cool down..baru realize salah sendiri..~!

Then..

Thumbdrive saya pulak hilang..
Semua keje2 saya save kat dlm tu..
Confirm kena curik coz thumbdrive saya mmg comel+cute..
Sure ramai yang geram...kan?

Esok da nak kena submit borang tu..
Macam mana ni?
Kena menjawab ngan cikgu besau laaaa nampak gayanya..

Kite tengok esok macam mana...huhu~!!!

(Memang takde mood nak hadap blog...huwaaaaaa~!!!)

Kan ke seronok jadik bebudak? bleh pose macam neh..takder sape nak marah..
tak payah buat keje, tak payah nak sakit2 kepala pikir pasal keje, takder stress..huh~!!

Open my new happiness~!!

2009-08-16T15:20:00.003+08:00

This song really make my day~!!

ahhh..ohhh
Well hello is this thing on
Is anybody listening
A brand new day has begun

The first thing that I want do
Make sure that you feel it too
So Im not the only one

CHORUS

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)
Open up a lil happiness today
So I can be someone new
Cmon and lift me up (to a better way)
Open up a smile on another face
So I can (feel something new)

Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness

VERSE TWO

Ahem*Ahem* let me clear my throat
So you can hear clearly every word spoke
Today I woke feeling lovely
Happiness overflowin knowin somebody loves me
Just think yesterday I was down and out
Now there's not a single thing for me to frown about
And the same thing can happen to you
Smiling so hard my mouth look like a capital U

VERSE THREE

I want the sun to shine
All the time
Is that too much to ask
Oh, I want to have some fun
I want all my friends to come
Cause its now or never
Learn the words and sing together

CHORUS REPEAT

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)
Open up a lil happiness today
So I can be someone new
Cmon and lift me up (to a better way)
Open up a smile on another face
So I can (feel something new)

Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness

BRIDGE

Your heart deserves your trust
A choice made for all of us
The sun will come back tomorrow
Theres a message in a bottle
So come on Ill meet you there
Theres enough sunshine to share
As long as you know
The bridge between us is a rainbow

CHORUS REPEAT

Cmon lift me up (its a brand new day)
Open up a lil happiness today
So I can be someone new
Cmon and lift me up (to a better way)
Open up a smile on another face
So I can (feel something new)

Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness
Open up some happiness

I AM...

2009-08-14T15:00:00.005+08:00

SERIOUSLY...EXTREMELY...

SOOOOOO PISSED OFF~!!

URHHHHHHHH~!!

stress.furious.enrage.leavemealone.

(sabar)

TAJUL MULUK..(boleh percaya ke?)

2009-08-13T15:08:00.009+08:00

RAMALAN WANITA BERDASARKAN HARI KELAHIRAN

ISNIN
Wanita ini bersikap jujur, tidak mudah menggelabah atau panik, berhati-hati, tidak mudah mengalah serta pandai menjaga diri dan pergaulan. Ramai teman lelaki dan wanita yang menyukainya. Dia juga mudah memberi pertolongan, cergas, berusaha kuat, teliti dan pandai menguruskan kewangannya. Namun, jika marah bearpi-api dan menakutkan, jarang mahu mengaku kalah dalam pertengkaran. Dalam percintaan pula, dia mencurahkan kesetiaan tidak berbelah bagi dan sedia berkorban. Seksualnya kurang membara melainkan pasangannya bijak mengolah keindahan mengenainya.

SELASA
Tabiat wanita ini suka mencari salah orang lain dan berpotensi menduakan suami. Namun, pertuturannya lembut dan pandai mengambil hati. Apabila tidak sukakan seseorang, sentiasa mencari kesalahannya, hatinya keras dan sukar dilembutkan. Tetapi senang mengaku kalah dan mudah meminta pertolongan orang lain. Pandai simpan rahsia, hanya orang tertentu sahaja tahu rahsianya. Keputusannya tidak mantap dan mudah terpengaruh. Dia juga mudah terperangkap dalam banyak hal. Dalam soal kewangan,dia pandai berjimat, tidak kedekut. Dia rajin bekerja, ada tanggungjawab, suka dipuji tetapi perlukan bimbingan dan pengawasan dalam banyak perkara.

RABU
Suka berdendam. Jika ada orang berbuat jahat kepadanya,dia akan berbuat jahat daripada itu. Namun, pandai dalam pergaulan, pandai mengambil hati dan menghargai orang. Suka mementingkan teman daripada dirinya sendiri.Berfikiran terbuka, tidak pandai simpan rahsia dan tidak suka diperintah dalam bekerja. Keputusannya tidak seimbang, kurang berpengalaman. Hatinya keras dan tidak mudah termakan pujuk. Hanya orang tertentu yang tahu melembutkan hatinya. Dalam soal kewangan, dia pandai mencari duit tetapi kurang cermat menyimpan duit. Cintanya pandang pertama dan rela berkorban kerana cinta. dari segi seksualnya pula, boleh tahan bahkan dia adalah seorang yang romantik.

KHAMIS
Suka menyinggung hati orang lain, cakapnya kesat, kemahuan kuat dan bersikap agresif.Rajin dan tekun bekerja, tidak suka diganggu ketika bekerja dan bercita-cita tinggi. Boleh terpikat kepada lelaki lain walaupun sudah ada kekasih atau suami. Namun, dia tidak mudah jatuh cinta, suka menyelidik dulu sebelum bercinta. Hatinya tidak tetap, mudah terpedaya dengan pujuk rayu sehingga tidak kenal antara baik dan buruk. Dia pandai mengurus dan merancang kewangan. Pada awal perkahwinan, tunduk pada suami tetapi akan berubah apabila sudah lama berkeluarga. Seksualnya agak tinggi dan silap haribulan boleh mendorongnya ke lembah hina jika tidak terkawal jati dirinya.

JUMAAT
Wanita yang lahir pada hari ini tabiatnya berani menentang suami. Bangga diri, suka berbelanja, suka dipuji, suka bergaul dan suka melakukan perkara yang berbahaya dan sia-sia. Bersemangat waja, pandai simpan rahsia, tidak suka mengaku kesalahan sendiri. Dalam soal kewangan, bersikap boros dan tidak pandai menyimpan harta demi masa depan. Cintanya sejati dan tidak mudah berubah, cuma kadangkala tidak telus. Seksualnya sangat istimewa, menyeronokkan, penuh kelembutan tetapi tidak suka dipaksa.

SABTU
Kuat cemburu, suka kebendaan, tidak gemar dengan anak dan suka bertikam lidah adalah antara nilai dirinya. Namun, dia tegas pendirian, cerdas pemikiran serta teliti dalam banyak hal menjadikannya wanita istimewa. Tidak pernah berasa puas, suka berkorban apa saja demi mencapai cita-cita. Apabila bercinta, suka menyelidik latar belakang pasangan dan suka menguji. Pandai berjimat dan sentiasa berfikir untuk masa depan. Wanita ini akur dan mengikut perintah suami. Seksualnya agak dingin tetapi jika kena gayanya, ia penuh dengan kelembutan.

AHAD
Wanita yang lahir pada hari ini kebiasaannya sukakan kemewahan dan menunjuk-nunjuk. Apabila bersuami, dia taat kepada suaminya namun suka merendahkan kawan dan bersikap bangga diri. Dia tidak suka dengar nasihat dan mudah terpedaya dengan kata-kata orang lain. Antara keperibadiannya yang kurang disenangi adalah suka mengkritik orang tetapi tidak suka orang mengkritiknya. Percintaannya tidak telus tetapi sanggup berkorban apa saja jika hati sudah suka. Pandai simpan rahsia, rajin berusaha dan bekerja, tidak mudah mengalah namun bersikap pemboros. Rangsangan seksualnya agak tinggi.

CREDIT TO: MAJALAH EH!

Me n Britney were born on Wednesday~!! Oooops I did it again~!!! Weehehe~!!

The chosen one outa five..hehe~!

2009-08-12T17:07:00.005+08:00

First, I would like to say thanx a lot to MamaTisya coz surprising me wit the "5 tambahan pemenang"..Totally surprised~!! hehe~!!
And saya jugak nak ckp, CONGRATS~!!! to Gieyana,Izan and Herda..
You guys deserved to win this contest~! again...congrats~!!

Tak sangka terpilih..
Rezeki kena cubit kot? heheeee~!!

I wonder...dapat hadiah aper yek?

On behalf of me mummy Lead, I wanna say thank you to lovely MamaTisya~!!
Amacam, rambut saya? ok? weeehehehehe~!!

I'm addicted~!!

2009-08-10T17:51:00.007+08:00

So tired~!
Balik skool ingat nak bersenang-senang like a queen kat umah sambil makan chocolate n layan Britney Spears singin n dancin..
BUT..
I opened my fridge, my cadbury n my fresh orange are outa stock~!!
Grrrrrrrrrr~!!!
Macam mana bleh lupa nak refill stock?

ESOK~! TOMORROW~!!
Mesti/wajib beli..~!

waaahhhh~!!! hersheys yang berkoyan-koyan banyak nyeeee....weeee~!!!

Swear..saya beli semuaaaaa~!!!

I'm sweating..

I really need them...urhhh~!!

Nak kuar beli hari ni tapi MALAS plus hujan plak tuuu...sejuk~!!

Aperpon..

Still goin on wit my daily routine..

Menghafal Britney Spears step dance..

Menari bleh kurus tau..ahau~!!

Let's dance wit sexy Brit bebeh~!! weeeheheheee~!!!

KMac & Logan

2009-08-10T00:19:00.003+08:00

Sunday..
is my hubby and KMac chillin time~!!
Hubby bawak KMac lepak2 kat padang skola dia..
Hubby cakap, nak suruh KMac lari2 sket sebab KMac da demuk~!
Hehe...KMac da demuk~!!

Saya? saya tak ikut...stay kat umah je coz kena denda..haha~!!
Saya duk kat umah coz kena jadik surirumah/desperate housewife..
Nak basuh baju, lipat baju,masak (saya masak hari ni ye tuan2 dan puan2), sapu2 umah skit..
And time2 ni lah saya amat memerlukan seorang bibik/neng/mbak..huhu~!!

Saya tanya hubby...

Saya : Sayang, sapa amik gamba neh?
Hubby : Awek kantin yang amik gamba neh..
Saya : Patut laaa tak ajak saya ikut skali..(merajuk~!! waahaha~!!)
Hubby : heheheeee..pakai timer laaa yang oi~!
Saya : Owhh..haha~!

Skit2 nak merajuk kan..Opkos laaa merajuk rajuk manja..ahahaa~!!
KMac tuh sukeeee laaa tu dapat jenjalan..huh~! (tetibe jeles~!)

Perhatikan KMac yang sangat jakun coz first time kuar umah...hehehehe~!!

Langsung tak berenggang ngan my hubby...KMac demuk yang penakut~! hehe~!!

Hari ni saya tak kuar umah pon..takut~!

H1N1 ni betul laaaa buat saya nervous jek..

Hari sabtu pegi tgk Dareen kat hospital Putrajaya pon tgk da ramai wearing masks..

Tomorrow my hubby'll buy masks for me and KMac..

(Kmac pon kena pakai mask?hehe~!)

For all bloggers..
Take care of urself tau..

Dareen Aira

2009-08-09T23:52:00.004+08:00

Today's entry is all about my first anak buah..
Dareen Aira..
She will call me Mummy n she will call my hubby, Angah..hehe~!
Okla tu~!
She's soooooo adorable n manja sangat..
Nak kena peluk je..

Sweet like her Mummy..heheheeeeee~!!

In her Angah's arms..

(gamba saya pegang Dareen takder pon..seronok sgt tengok Dareen, lupa nak amik gamba..huhu~!)

Pic atas-Dareen Aira's mama and papa
Pic bawah-Dareen Aira wit hubby and Dareen Aira wit her Nenek

Perasan tak, takde pon gamba Dareen kat atas katil yek...
Sebab Dareen asik nak kena peluk jek, kalau letak kat katil dia, sure dia merengek2..
Manja sangat macam ai~!! muahaha~!!

WELCOME TO THE NEW WORLD SAYANG~!

2009-08-07T23:29:00.003+08:00

Cute and adorable Dareen Aira..

My SIL's baby girl..(congrats Yan~!!)

My daddy in law MMS me dis pic just now..
And why am I crying when I saw Dareen?

Mummy Lead's babies

2009-08-07T14:00:00.007+08:00

Waaa...heppi2..coz
My hubby nyer cousin da selamat melahirkan baby boy semalam..
N hari ni, 10.30 a.m tadi my SIL pon da selamat melahirkan baby girl..
We got a pair dis year...hoiye2~!!
But guys..baby boy nye ader laaa pic dia..
Baby girl nyer pic ni da tunggu dari pukul doblas tadi tak sampai2 lagi nih..
Agak2 daddy dia happy sgt kot? ahaks~!!

This is him..Muhammad Aqil Naufal

Can mummy Lead call you Qi? weehehehe~!!

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And the presents/gifts? heheeeeee..

Shopping peringkat pertama dulu..

Esok2 lusa2..peringkat kedua pulak...

Step by step..bleh gitu?

Toys from Lamaze, Musical Inchworm

Baby Gap purple polka dot romper
(tak cantek plak dalam gambo tapi hakekatnye mmg sangat chanteq ok..)

Peringkat kedua tatau laaa nak start biler..huhu~!

Nak terjah Mothercare~!

(barang2 kat situ mmg serius santek plus mengancam~!)

N da jenguk2 jugak blog2 yang jual baby's stuff...(mmg rambang mata~!!)

Berabis pon takpe for my first anak buah..eik? anak buah ke hah? saya n my SIL nye baby..or anak kakak ipar? anak buah?

Agak2 bile leh shopping for my own baby?

(haaaaaaa...sudah2..asik2 emo jek kan? menyamfah tau~!!

tanak sedih2 laaa kan? senyum sikit....~!!)

haaaaaaaaa...senyum pon~!! manis tak senyuman saya?

kwang kwang kwang~!!

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N tadi saya ade jenguk blog kak e-car..

Alaaa sis yang slim melim yang buat unique photo wedding contest tuuuu...

First prize dapat Guess handbag tau..Meriah~!!

Saya tak join di atas sebab2 yang tidak boleh dielakkan..huhu~!!

Walaupon saya tak join contest tu, tapi saya dapat handbag jugek tau..

Tara~! cantik tak? ader bulu2 lagi..ahau~!!
Awas~! saya tak beli..tapi ader someone bagi..hehe~!!
Thanx Kak Shiedah~!!

Sangat happy today..
dapat babies, dapat handbag..
I'm in a happy mood~!!